Trying my hardest to keep my cup half full but I am pretty discouraged about a few major things in my life. Today it kind of all hit me at once and now I'm trying re-focus. Trying not to think about the fact that I have no control over so many things I want to look forward to. I don't even let myself look forward to any of these things for fear of being let down! I am not a fan of this vicious circle! Someone come refill me because 'a glass can only spill what it contains..'